Wednesday, April 12, 2006

One day at a time

Today was better than yesterday, although right now I feel like I've been run over by about four trains, and then trampled by a herd of elephants. I think something might be wrong with me. Mentally, maybe emotionally. Of course we know something physically wrong. Having a broken limb makes everything difficult and it saps your energy. So maybe that's what's wrong with me right now. Who knows...

I've been feeling very restless lately. Like I'm not supposed to be where I am. Like something is wrong with my situation. I'm not sure what the solution is, but there has to be one. Or maybe I'm just exhausted.

Sorry for such a negative post. I'm just feeling so tired and unsettled. But it'll pass. It always does.


  1. You're in the middle of your Saturn return (which happens once every 28 years, approx., and lasts approx. 2 years).

    It's about structures you counted on breaking apart, new opportunties opening up, assessment, and forcing you to look at your life and make the necessary changes to get you back on your soul's true path, if you've strayed from it.

    It's not fun, but it's very necessary.

    And, having broken my toe yesterday while painitng -- I understand your limb pain.

    Pass the Advil, please!

  2. Two years of this? I don't think I like the sound of that. But I know you're right. I do believe I've strayed from my soul's true path. I need to get back to my writing. That's what keeps me sane, keeps me grounded. And I need to work on my spiritual life as well. I feel very disconnected in that respect, and that's not good.

    I'm sorry about your toe. I've done that before and it is really, really not fun. I hope you heal quickly.