Today was better than yesterday, although right now I feel like I've been run over by about four trains, and then trampled by a herd of elephants. I think something might be wrong with me. Mentally, maybe emotionally. Of course we know something physically wrong. Having a broken limb makes everything difficult and it saps your energy. So maybe that's what's wrong with me right now. Who knows...
I've been feeling very restless lately. Like I'm not supposed to be where I am. Like something is wrong with my situation. I'm not sure what the solution is, but there has to be one. Or maybe I'm just exhausted.
Sorry for such a negative post. I'm just feeling so tired and unsettled. But it'll pass. It always does.
Two years of this? I don't think I like the sound of that. But I know you're right. I do believe I've strayed from my soul's true path. I need to get back to my writing. That's what keeps me sane, keeps me grounded. And I need to work on my spiritual life as well. I feel very disconnected in that respect, and that's not good.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about your toe. I've done that before and it is really, really not fun. I hope you heal quickly.