first weekend over

Tonight was the first night off from the theatre in a long time.  But rather than being happy to spend the time at home like everyone else, I'm just feeling empty.  I watched Desperate Housewives, Brothers and Sisters, How I Met Your Mother (3 episodes) and now I'm texting and typing.  Wow, my life is boring.  No wonder I am addicted to the theatre, right?

I can't even manage to write because my brain is so scattered because of... well.. just everything.  

I'm sitting here listening to songs, trying to figure out what to do for our karaoke cast party.  I want to find the perfect songs to sing.  It's so much fun!  I think I'll probably miss this cast the most since we have all bonded so much.  Actually, I miss them already.  When I think about not seeing them every day, it actually makes me feel empty.  Of course, I'll keep in touch with most of them, but it's never the same.

Five more shows... I'm looking forward to it!

Breathe...

Hyperventilating a little. Breathe in... breathe out...

You know, I never get nervous before a show - I'm always just really excited. But this time I'm just extremely nervous. I asked Brenda why I'm so nervous and she said it's because I'm responsible for everything, not just my part. It makes sense.

The cast is doing a wonderful job - there's nothing to be nervous about there. Tech is going fine too, so that's not scary. I'm not sure what I'm really nervous about but I really am!

Well, it's time for sleep. Hopefully...

I'm so sorry!

I just realized how long it's been since I've posted anything and wanted to do a quick one to say I'm sorry! Things have been completely insane lately but I promise I'll do a full update tomorrow. I have the day off for Good Friday, so I will sit down and post what has been happening in the last few weeks.

I promise!